Sunday, March 11, 2012

The Happy Child

Why do I cry when I am happy...It is so embarrassing, but that's when I know that I am truly happy. I am afraid it's too good to be true and I cry. The exact same reaction when I saw two lines on the test. I couldn't believe it, something I've been waiting for a long long time and I just howled and let all my fears out. Unbelievable but ever since then, I have been feeling so unbelievably happy and positive.
It is a wonderful feeling to read up on what happens in this week, what may happen next week. Am actually looking forward to some pregnancy symptoms!!! This will be a wonderful pregnancy, I am sure of that and I trust in HIM completely. No doubts, no big fears and can envision the future with a child. Probably a girl? or maybe a boy - I now echo what most expectant parents say - all we wish for is a healthy baby - gender doesn't matter (ok maybe hope for a girl is a wee bit more).

This time, I will enjoy it to the fullest. Looking forward to sharing this news with everyone soon.....Till then, faith and prayers will help :)